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[01 Dec 2008|06:24am]

stoker
moved to [info]joss!
so hard to see

i need a screename [01 Dec 2008|06:15am]

spotlit

[lautay]
i am not going to lie to you here, my goal is to post some good music, receive lots of spam and maybe get an award or two...

i'm taylor, who are you?
5 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[30 Nov 2008|11:00pm]

youareamazing

[quantumofsolace]

I meant to do this in time for Thanksgiving but with family and real life getting in way, I got a little sidetrack. I was at [info]corbis when it first started on GJ, and left in September 2007 to focus on my last year of college. After taking a break from celeb for a year, I was convinced to give it another shot and I settled back in at [info]corbis with a fresh start on some old characters I've missed playing. And at the time of year when we let people know we're thankful for them, here goes.

From ~bmschenkkan... this is cut because it goes on for awhile and I'm all about courtesy )

And from [info]danielcraig, who I swear I'll try to be around with more... just a few shoutouts: that zlag [info]knightley, [info]olga, [info]katemoss, [info]kellybrook, [info]sie, [info]angie, and 00-in-training [info]rohw.

You are amazing, [info]corbis.

2 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[30 Nov 2008|02:26pm]

youareamazing

[charlize]
/~haydettiere & /~johnquinto @ LJ
Eeeeeeeewwwwww. )
1 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

long overdue~ [30 Nov 2008|02:28pm]

youareamazing

[johnbender]
[info]winterlands.
I don't even know where to staaaart. You, my dear, are everything I could ask for in a writing partner, and a person, and more. You're probably the most amazing writer I've ever worked with and because of that you push me to be a better writer, too. I can't believe how well our characters always fit together, even if we haven't talked in weeks because I've done another IRL disappearing act....which I love you for putting up with. I'm not sure what else to say, if I drag this on I know I'll just be gushing about how unreal you are, in every sense of the word. So I'll end it simply. I love you bb, and I'm so glad I found you.
so hard to see

[30 Nov 2008|05:32pm]

youareamazing

[georgefallon]
[info]preyers

I can't believe how unbelievably lucky I got with you. You've really made this line fantastic and I couldn't have asked for anything better. Thank you for loving Tool & A Perfect Circle as much as I do. Thank you for writing one helluva character. Thank you for picking up this line! Seriously. [info]youareamazing!

Love,
Gee
1 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[30 Nov 2008|06:49pm]

youareamazing

[varkz]
[info]vlryrdib For being the sweetest Val ever. She's always there, she's cute, she's sweet, she's smart. Thank-you for being you. ily.
[info]fred62 That place is amazing. I always have fun posting, and we have a fucking amazing mix of people there. & thank-you to all the A7X crew for making it so interesting & fun to play there.

& of course [info]fredmod for being amazing and keeping everything in check. We love 'ya. <3
2 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

I'll be back soon. [29 Nov 2008|09:01pm]

cigandet
Hiatus.
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locked to [info]celeb, only. [28 Nov 2008|10:58pm]

tmil
1 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[info]celeb. [28 Nov 2008|08:47pm]

howie_dorough
[ mood | accomplished ]

There are two tragedies in life.
One is not to get your heart's desire.
The other is to get it.

55 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[28 Nov 2008|04:51pm]

youareamazing

[cbale]
So, in light of the holiday that just passed, I'm going to give thanks to the people that keep me on my toes and excited about RP. Because It's only fair to tell you how much I adore you all. I'm simply doing this by one character name so I don't confuse everyone.
[info]mw, I'm starting with you because you hate this the most. So calm down, sit back, I won't say a lot. You know how I feel, so don't random letter me into oblivion or send the AVADA KEDAVRA GUN after me. Thanks for being weird with me, that's all I can say.

[info]jackman, you are my light on a cloudy day. Perhaps not in this community (because Christian still hates him, duh!) but everywhere else. I can't even count the number of storylines we've had, or characters, or anything of that nature. It would take me too long to do that, and no one wants to sit through it all. We do strange things together, but at least that means we're having fun, right? You know just how I feel about you and your writing, but thank you for putting up with so many years of my RPing!

[info]bryce, the yin to my yang. The fun to my crazy. The cream to my coffee. You're an amazing writer and you constantly surpass me in everything we write. We have a few people that we've written out since we started writing together, but they all amaze me in being wonderfully developed and strange. I think strange is our main criteria, but I love it, so I don't mind. After all, I haven't written many pairings that include Harry Potter verse that I've been able to stand for this long, and continue to want to write more. Thank you for putting up with me, even if you hate me some days (I HOPE NOT!) or something of that sort.

[info]davidjude, I've told you several times that you're a wonderful writer, and you are! I don't want to list my other kid here, but you know who it is and you know how well they worked together once-upon-a-time. Thank you for all the strange things they did, all the surprises that came with, because it made up such a wonderful time.

[info]lrw, you're relatively new to my circle, yet you've fit yourself in snuggly, like you've been there all along! You have the same perspective on things IC and OOC that I tend to have, and it makes me laugh at how well our kids fit together. I haven't gone through an abundance of characters with you like I have with the others, but for this pairing you seem to be perfect for me! They clicked well from the beginning and I have to honestly say that it surprised me how seamlessly they transitioned from friends to lovers. He only has eyes for her, and no matter what anyone else tries to do, it'll remain that way. So thanks for feeding me harebrained ideas, and putting up with several of my own, because it seems to work well with them.

[info]perform, YOU in general [info]perform, you make me come alive. I'm most active here and sometimes it seems like I've been tossed around, thrown over, and upside down, but I still have fun! No matter what drama comes along, or what silly things my characters say, you remain the best place I've ever played. Maybe because we've survived this long and I have fun with all the people I play with, but you rock. If I didn't list you here, it doesn't mean I don't appreciate you. The community wouldn't be the same without you.

And for someone who isn't in [info]perform.
[info]shelbypearson, you are flipping AMAZING. You always put up with me no matter how long I take to respond, or what stupid thing has prevented me from responding to you. Your character has so much depth that I know I'm not living up to the potential that I probably should. I don't think that it's quite possible to live up to the strength you give your characters and I'm just happy you've given me a chance, no matter if I'm on hiatus at the moment. You are lovely and grand, so don't let anyone tell you any different! love, [info]gillywater.
19 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[28 Nov 2008|03:22am]

ewnmc
[ music | Matchbox Twenty - 3am (Acoustic) ]

The perfect within a reflection from the mirror on the wall can cause false accusations of the mind to penetrate unto others. Not everything is always as neat and tidy as it seems to the outside world. Most people are living proof of this, and most people are very good at keeping the less than perfect sides hidden beneath the barriers in which we are all allowed to see in plain view. We all lead lives that hold some sort of split to them, no matter how big or small. Human error gives way to the ultimate excuse of fucking up. "I'm only human." A term so widely overused for those that can think of no better excuse off the top of their head. A term I've used at least a million times already I am sure. My sentence before my own mirror has caused it to twist and bend in contorted mess that relates most equivically to that of a circus act at this point.

My own personal fog has never lifted, and I remain cold and tired in the eyes that bear not the easy of sight anymore. My let downs to others have proven to come in steady pace, and my own let down perhaps my own greatest feat of a lifetime. When someone has given into something that comforts them, it is a blessing and a curse in the same rite. Taking to a tool, a weapon of personal destruction, one that seems all too perfect to even be real. I've had my own, and I've wielded it as though it were meant to be. What I did not see then, was what it had done to those around me. My own habit, feeding into my own self-indulgent world but pushing away everyone that mattered to me. My echo throughout quite a few years would errupt into monumental proportions, and my world would crash heavily. 

What does one do when everything they've ever known, doesn't need to exist to them any longer? The weight upon heavy shoulders bears tons heavier then humanly capable. When you've become a let down to yourself, and everyone around you. When they are no longer afraid to tell you of the monster that you have become. The night that comes when it feels that everything could be alright, if you just let the cold slip in and take you over. 

Taking me away was something I had wished for then, but I am more than pleased to say that it couldn't have been the path that I chose for myself. Dealing with my drinking problem, and clinical depression has never been something that is easy. I do not claim it a walk in a park, nor would I ever. The fight is something I do not always win, and I will never truely win as long as I am fighting myself. Which side is stronger is still left to be decided, even now. Till then I put up the good fight, and keep to my toes. Always expecting, and hoping no one else does. 

I've never truely been one to hide my personal flaws, not even from the most brash of public eyes. I've battled with drinking and depression for many years, and I am sure that it will go on for many years longer before I am finally strong enough to beat myself, or I fall once again. I pride myself in being open with this, but I am not one to extend the 'woe is me' cries into the night so that I could reign over the land of pity. I merely take my own steps in life, to do what I feel is right. To go and look in the mirror someday and see someone I used to be, if they even exist anymore. 

On a more cynical note...If I see another Kay Jewelers E-Mail in my inbox I think I may just hunt down the president of the company and scream at him until his ears bleed. Really man! Ten E-Mails full of promotions in less than 6 hours!!! You've got to be mad!

4 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[27 Nov 2008|02:40pm]

youareamazing

[audreyliddell]
On this day of thanks I felt it appropriate to give mine to [info]jenlindley. We've been writing in the same places with connected characters for years and she's the most consistent person I know in her portrayals. There's no shortage of reasons why I like to bring my girls who fit with hers around. I love their friendships, the insanity, the banter and the feistiness that comes from it all. There are so many inside jokes that still make me laugh just thinking about. Above RP, though, she is one of the very small handful of people I talk to OOC on a regular basis and trust with anything I say. I find that rare really rare these days but with her it's just a given. There really aren't words for how much I appreciate her and every bit of what she brings to the game and to my little niche in this internet world.
2 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[27 Nov 2008|04:48pm]

youareamazing

[jlnnhgh]
[info]verbiage,

[info]youareamazing! The nicest people around! I am so happy to be in a great home with you all!
3 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[info]celeb's making me fall in love again! [27 Nov 2008|12:36pm]

picklerd
10 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

place holder [27 Nov 2008|08:59am]

clintmoff
pretend there is something witty here




[ooc: in other words the holidays are kicking my ass, update after thanksgiving weekend is over]
so hard to see

[27 Nov 2008|03:01am]

youareamazing

[rosenbaum]
[ mood | lusty eyes~ ]

bkrist@ livejournal -

Oh you. You make the nights lively, and I know the both of us (Hayd and Zach) adore you so so much. Kristen is so cute and bubbly and funny, and so guarded when it comes to personal stuff. I love that he had to pull a little to get her to open up, I can't see them both as being the kind of people to sit and word vomit on each other. (GROSSSSSS) But you are amazing for making our nights so interesting, and keeping me laughing even if I'm not signed on right then, because Hayden's writer totally shares little quips between the two of them with me. Like I could forgot how much trouble the two of them are together. Plus - with what's going on on Heroes, it's nice to take a break from everyone who takes it so serious to laugh at the other aspect, they're friends who have known each other for such long time. It had to have been gross and a little weird and something they teased each other about after. We love you, I love you, thank you for being so amazing, and dealing with my bouts of death~.

1 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

[info]celeb [26 Nov 2008|06:41pm]

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6 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

I love [info]celeb like that Ricky love Lucy [26 Nov 2008|05:43pm]

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7 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

LJ. MBP. Because yesterday marked 6 years of me doing this shit. [26 Nov 2008|12:03pm]

youareamazing

[mattnathanson]
adam_rickitt. alexisbledel. ejohnson. m_gyllenhaal. s_frost. s_green. stephentrask.

There were a lot more, but I've lost a lot of user names. Kurt and Ryan. Bif. Daryl. Duncan. Jason. Natalie. Howie and Matt. Britney and Christina. Anyone who ever took a chance on him and helped me drastically improve my writing.

Thank you. You are amazing.

jake_gyllenhaal.
35 got to be good looking because he's so hard to see

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